I’ve made several changes to my website and books after I ended a certain period of my life. I’ve ended the period of my life categorized by pain and struggle. I used to have the mindset that pain and struggle would make me a good and noble person. I’ve realized since then that putting myself through unnecessary pain and struggle did nothing but torture me. As a result, I’ve decided to no longer torture myself. My belief is now that very little pain and struggle are necessary when it comes to achieving joy because all the while that you’re in pain and struggling, you’re not in a state of joy.
Instead of struggling to create a life worth living, it’s better to live a life worth living. Struggle less, strive more, and thrive the most—this statement sums up my new philosophy. I write because I enjoy writing quality entertainment fiction, not because I feel like I have a commitment to writing based around torturing myself (as I believed previously.) When I end the writing or reading of a page of my books, I begin a new page with new possibilities. When I finish writing a book, I can write as many or as few sequels as I wish, opening up countless possibilities.
Life is meant to be lived as joyfully as possible. That’s what makes it worthwhile. Some people really do like working hard on monotonous things that most people don’t want to do. But the key part is that they ‘really like’ some aspects of their job. Some people torture themselves because they believe that they have to. I used to be one of those people. I’m not one of them anymore, and I had to learn my lesson the hard way, and I’m still learning more every day. The end of my previous way of living life heralds the beginning of a more joyous way of living life. I still have things I struggle with, but I don’t see it as my obligation to struggle. My only true obligation is to find as much joy as I can on this earth, for without that motivation, I have no reason to exist.
I cannot change the past, but I can change my present. I will make my present as pleasant as a present to myself. Every day will be my birthday for every day and every moment will bring the birth of a new version of me. I will write beautiful fiction and prose for as long as I live. I love beauty and passionate projects that bring entertainment to all who enjoy them. Therefore, this blog and website will serve as a gathering place for all those who are drawn to the same interests as mine. To those few who are reading this blog in April of 2023, fill yourselves with excitement, because I have many spectacular passionate projects planned for the future. This is my first blog post, and I have two books out so far, but the future looks bright for a peak fiction writer like myself.